Drunken bitch. I like to drink. I like to design and im lonely. I'm 16. I hate cats. I smoke. I'm a virgin, though my friends say it seems hard to beleive. I'm selfconsious, anxious, I get depressed, and angry. I wear glasses and without them I feel naked. I love high heels. I dress like a university student slut because I dress slutty but still somehow keep it classy apparently. I dont think highly of myself. I have hopes and dreams but secretly I dont think any of it with come true. I have brownish blondish hair. I'm an emotional wreck. I pace alot. My parents are happily married. I have an older brother and sister. Recently i just learned i have ADD, attention defacit type, and I also learned that I have a mathimatical learning disabillity, no wonder I've always had troubles :/ and my anxiety is clinically high. its hard somedays, but i live through it all... but since ive been trying to be happy by myself for so long i think its time i start trying to find some support. and lots of people tell me im pretty but i just cant beleive that, if im 16 and have never had a boyfriend, and when your told something for a long time, when you hear the opposit it feels like they're lying to me, so if you call me beautiful and i cring then its cause im not used to it :/ i have many propblems, just ask and ill tell... but only if not anon.